Friday, August 17, 2007 ; 10:15:00 AM
Ok .. I admit .I still can't let go.
Everything happened because of me .
I can't deny.
Shouldn't have carried on with you .
To think i caused you so much pain.
Apologies won't make a difference anymore.
But i still have to thank you for letting me go .
If you can hate me ..
I will feel better .
Seriously.
What u told me was quite true actually.
I didn't realise them.
My apologies.
I often wonder ..
Why must we meet at this time ?
I didn't know what were you thinking then.
My apologies.
I should seriously carry on with life
& shouldn't bother you anymore.
But i need time.
I NEED TIME ..
Treat this as a learning journey ..
Yiling , It's over.
Stop thinking 'bout it anymore.
Don't let it affect you.
I told myself not to think of it anymore.
But it didn't help.
I was given several chances to cherish you.
But i didn't grab hold of the chances.
I told myself time and again..
That i can't continue this anymore..
It would only cause misery between the both of us.
My apologies for ending it only now.
I wouldn't mind if you were to hate me.
Just hate me..
I didn't understand you well enough .
My apologies.
I didn't show you how i feel always.
I knew you were always there.
But i can't prove to you that i will be there.
It hurts so much now ..
Why can't i just carry on with life ?
Yiling , Let it go ..
You can't keep worrying about all these ..
Nothing will change..
You are still Yourself ..
You can't change because of anyone ..
Let it go..
I guess ..
I need more time ..
Just to let go ?
We weren't meant to be together from the start..
So yiling ,
Please let it be ..
&YI`LINGG♥