Sunday, August 12, 2007 ; 9:50:00 AM
Well ,
Actually i realised that i experienced
the same thing as jessica .
We both think about the same things everyday .
Why is it that all these questions
pop out in our minds everyday ?
I don't get it .
I seriously want to stop thinking about them ..
But i can't .
Sometimes i wonder..
Why is that there are SO many things in this world
that cannot be explained ?
I want to find the answers to these questions .
But can i ?
It's just so difficult .
Sometimes ..
I know some things affected my mood .
But i didn't know what they were .
Until now.
They are the same old things i worry about everyday.
WHY ?
Can anybody tell me the reason ?
Some things ..
I can't even be bothered about them .
But some things ..
I can't afford to just not worry about them .
Why ?
" Why ? " questions ..
Can be very depressing sometimes ..
Don't you think so ?
I have ALOT of " why " questions in my mind ..
How i wish i could find all the answers.
I just can't give up on finding what i want to know.
But will i ever find them ?
I don't know .
Actually,
Is there someone who REALLY understands me ?
I don't know .
Why ?
Why can't there be one ?
Just ONE will do .
Seriously .
And why can't i just understand myself ?
WHY ?
I tried to understand myself.
But i couldn't .
There are just TOO many questions in my mind.
When will they ever stop popping out ?
I don't know .
I just can't help it .
I know i have been thinking too much .
But can i do anything about it ?
There's nothing i can do .
NOTHING at all .
When i think of all these ..
I really feel like pouring out everything ,
And just cry forever .
I don't care if i'm wasting too much tears .
Or neither do i care about ..
" Big girls don't cry ."
Sometimes ,
Crying is the best way to make u feel better .
Isn't it ?
It is not good to just bottle everything up inside .
Whenever you can't find anybody to turn to ,
Crying will be the best way .
Actually ,
Do anybody know what is life all about ?
I mean ..
I have been living in this world for almost 15 years ..
I don't even know what am i living for .
At the first place ,
Why must i come to this world ?
WHY ?
I feel so tired everytime i think of this.
But in life,
I don't have a choice at all .
Even if i don't want to live in this world anymore,
I still have to carry on, right ?
Why ?
Whymustlifebesomiserable ?
&YI`LINGG♥
Actually i realised that i experienced
the same thing as jessica .
We both think about the same things everyday .
Why is it that all these questions
pop out in our minds everyday ?
I don't get it .
I seriously want to stop thinking about them ..
But i can't .
Sometimes i wonder..
Why is that there are SO many things in this world
that cannot be explained ?
I want to find the answers to these questions .
But can i ?
It's just so difficult .
Sometimes ..
I know some things affected my mood .
But i didn't know what they were .
Until now.
They are the same old things i worry about everyday.
WHY ?
Can anybody tell me the reason ?
Some things ..
I can't even be bothered about them .
But some things ..
I can't afford to just not worry about them .
Why ?
" Why ? " questions ..
Can be very depressing sometimes ..
Don't you think so ?
I have ALOT of " why " questions in my mind ..
How i wish i could find all the answers.
I just can't give up on finding what i want to know.
But will i ever find them ?
I don't know .
Actually,
Is there someone who REALLY understands me ?
I don't know .
Why ?
Why can't there be one ?
Just ONE will do .
Seriously .
And why can't i just understand myself ?
WHY ?
I tried to understand myself.
But i couldn't .
There are just TOO many questions in my mind.
When will they ever stop popping out ?
I don't know .
I just can't help it .
I know i have been thinking too much .
But can i do anything about it ?
There's nothing i can do .
NOTHING at all .
When i think of all these ..
I really feel like pouring out everything ,
And just cry forever .
I don't care if i'm wasting too much tears .
Or neither do i care about ..
" Big girls don't cry ."
Sometimes ,
Crying is the best way to make u feel better .
Isn't it ?
It is not good to just bottle everything up inside .
Whenever you can't find anybody to turn to ,
Crying will be the best way .
Actually ,
Do anybody know what is life all about ?
I mean ..
I have been living in this world for almost 15 years ..
I don't even know what am i living for .
At the first place ,
Why must i come to this world ?
WHY ?
I feel so tired everytime i think of this.
But in life,
I don't have a choice at all .
Even if i don't want to live in this world anymore,
I still have to carry on, right ?
Why ?
&YI`LINGG♥